Day 14 of cycle. Approximate ovulation.
- I don't think I ovulated. WHY ME. I hate my stupid body.
- There is no point getting my hopes up this month. I know it is not happening. My stupid endo had ruined my body and now I no longer ovulate. *mind goes back to first IUI where even on Chlomid I did not ovulate and they had to increase the dose* Damn it. This is a waste of time.
- Maybe I did ovulate... I mean, I COULD have...now that I think more clearly, I am pretty sure I did. And if I DID, then I could be pregnant RIGHT NOW.
- Maybe...
- Probably...
- DEFINITELY!
- Man, life sure is going to be different around here with me pregnant. I think I am hungry, better eat for the BABY! I am tired too...of course I am! I am growing LIFE! *babybabybabybabybabybaby*
- Oh. Right. *crushed*
Wishing you the best! 2WWs suck!
ReplyDeleteI don't have endo, just some other unexplained form of infertility...so my usual 2ww is pretty much like yours...except I think 'must do the deed with the hubby' right around ovulation...then at the end when AF shows up I think 'darn I could have gotten more sleep!'....or well something to that affect...you know how it is I'm sure!
ReplyDeleteAh, welcome to The Wait.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your comment. It was so thoughtful - so elegant and touching.
I will ride this out with you.
The 2ww is hard. It's not bad to have a little hope though. I hope the rest of the time passes quickly. I am in the 2ww as well.
ReplyDeleteI am waiting as well. But do not give up hope too quickly! I have no fertility issues, and we are still on month 6 of trying. It is a lot harder than they make it look :) keep your head up!
ReplyDelete:o(
ReplyDeleteI'm having my coil out on Tuesday and so begins out TTC journey... but not having had a period for 5 years and having two of those darn "pseudo-menopauses" in the past couple of years I have no idea what my cycle is even going to be like, so I'm hoping I figure it out soon-ish otherwise I won't even know when I'm in the 2ww...
It sucks you don't ovulate (I know that is a REAL understatement and I wish I had a better word for it, but I don't). I am keeping everything crossed for you guys xx
The TWW sucks the Big One, and not in a good way for anyone.
ReplyDeleteI can't live without knowing if I ovulated. Up until this past week, OPKs were my best friends, but now I have a fertility monitor! I know, I'm a little OCD.
Here's to hoping your TWW ends better than my last one! :D